$1,000
$78: This cute blouse.
$799: This great mod bookcase.
$99: These so cute shoes>
And, I'll give me $20 to SaveDurfur.org.
We are joyfully creating our lives. We welcome prosperity, health, beauty, love, friendship, and all wonderful, positive things. Sometimes we play the Prosperity Game. Google it, sweetheart.
$78: This cute blouse.
I'd sure like to have a balcony, with a little couch outside. And a giant hot tub inside. And a new wooden bookcase that I find a really great deal on.
Not long ago, I signed up for an ING Direct savings account. This is different from my Chase account in that it is actually fun money. The Chase account goes to the government come April. :p
Today I started the first steps on taking the PHR exam in December (deadline for registration is October, so this seemed a sensible timeline).
I have said it before and perhaps I will say it again: My big "dream" or "vision" or what-have-you when I was growing up was to have a cool job where I got to wear nice clothes. Yes, part of this I'm sure had to do with my love of Barbies, or maybe it was the other way around... Any way, I have finally come to the point where I am holding things that I would like to accomplish or be away from myself. In other words, I am becoming aware of specific actions that I am taking or not taking so that I can continue to tell myself that I am not that person. I continue to look in the mirror and think I don't look like the person I thought I would be so I must not be. A lot of this for me also involves fitness and maintaining a healthy weight range. I have made so many strides in the past few years that have caused me to be more healthy. But why am I unable to take this last step? The answer finally came to me this week. I was waiting for someone else to give me permission. I was waiting to feel some sort of outer change, before I felt that I deserved to change the way I wanted to. I am now reminding myself that no one can change me but me. I am the one getting dressed in the morning. I am the one not working out consistently. I am the one that brings less-than clothes into my home. I am the one that refuses to shop at stores where I know I will find high-quality professional clothing. I am the one that says that I must get in proper shape before I can spend any real money on clothing. I am the one telling myself that I am just being vain and that it isn't worth the extra money.
Something somebody said today reminded me of my 43 Things list, floating out there aimlessly in the interwebs.
Monday is my review, which means that July 31 should be one awesome paycheck. It should include my raise and a retro-active raise from my actual anniversary date. I should have some spending cash. What will I do with all that extra money (not including the new paycheck with extra money twice a month)???