Lift Me Up

Something in me has been off lately. Actually, it's been since I discovered I have no health insurance. I knew I'd been quite complainy and snarky of late, but I didn't realize how much so until the fella brought it up tonight.
Admittedly, the insurance situation has me really freaked out. I know people go without insurance every day, but I haven't ever had a break in coverage--not even after going off my parents' insurance. I hate it, and to top it all off I am scared to make an overdue appointment with my OB/GYN because if anything abnormal is found, I fear it's going to make my chances of getting insurance even more difficult.
But for now, I have done all I can do. I have filled out the application for state insurance and must patiently wait to get the forms I need from my previous employer, since BCBS is being totally useless. I have to stop letting this overshadow my whole life.
I need to find the happy and the fun right now. The boy is taking me to see The Simpsons movie Friday, and I am babysitting on Saturday in addition to dog watching. More fun than responsiblity, really. Anything to take away the gloom cloud I've been covered by of late. Maybe I 'll take a class at the Chopping Block over the weekend too?